i have this foreign sensation that i don't want school to end. there are three weeks left and i feel like it's going too fast. this is my last year teaching, probably ever, and although i haven't loved my job every single day, it's been my home for the past three years. i've had really great students this year and oddly enough, i'll be a little sad to leave. and i think a lot of that has to do with the fact that i won't be back. 

and i probably won't dance again either. 

i guess it's good that i'm enjoying my time right now. usually i hate may because tyler's gone, i'm living with my parents, and counting down the days. and yes, tyler is gone again. (it's been 5 weeks.) but i'm not living with my parents and the countdown, well, it's not really happening.

right now i'm grateful for contentment.

for the first time in my whole teaching career, i lost my voice this week. teaching without a voice, well, doesn't work. please pray for me that it will soon return!

byu dancensemble 2008